That just seems serendiptous

Turns out, the uninvited, Not that scary. I jumped the most when she pushed open a closet and it made a big noise. Which was mostly due to the fact that everyone had built up this movie so much in my head and I was stressing out, then I calmed right down and it wasn't scary much after that. Apparently I have a higher tolerance for scary movies than I had originally thought. Good thing it's Halloween time and I have an excuse to watch them.
Anyway, moving on.
I spent the day making fajitas and frosting and eating sugar cookie dough. I forgot just how delicious it was until Christie made it. She made mummies and pumpkins. they turned out so so cute!

I feel selfish having so much family so close and not wanting to spend any time with any of them for thanksgiving. It's that time of year when everybody talks about Thanksgiving and their plans and all that jazz and makes sure that your home teachees and visit teachees have a place to go. I don't know if I want to stay in Provo and fend for myself or do I want to go spend the day with family? I should find out if the offices are open on Black Friday because if they aren't then I just might head up to Logan and spend the whole weekend there. Aunt Jeanne has got to be a fun person to spend black friday with :) But if I have the potential to work that day I want to take advantage of that. I feel silly being this way, but I need the hours so so badly. Oh the conflict of being an on-call secretary. Maybe I will just take the day and get out of Provo for a bit. I wanted to for conference, but it didn't work out. So we'll see if it turns out this time. I'll call them first thing tomorrow. I think I just made up my mind.

Girl, look at that body

I spent the other night making out with a boy who probably isn't going to be living in my state in two months, then I spent the rest of the week dreaming about a man who is far far away in Jerusalem. What is my deal? Why am I so crazy about a man who I haven't seen in over two months and who clearly doesn't feel the same? I dream of running into his arms when he comes home and never letting go. I want to be the woman he dances with in the kitchen in 25 years and beyond. I want him to be the man who spends weekends in my garage fixing and fiddling with things. I want to sit next to him in church each sunday with our unruly bunch of children laughing and enjoying the family we've created and love we share. Oh to actually be in love like I've thought of in my dreams. Anyway, cleaning checks are tomorrow and tonight Devon and Kyle are coming over to watch the uninvited! ahh! Stay tuned for terrifying posts to come : )