Laying by the lights

One of my favorite things to do around the holidays when the blues set in for all those not joining the festivities any given year is to lie under the tree and watch the lights glow. It might sound a bit too Greys Anatomy for some, but I love it! At my house I laid under the tree and sang a few sad songs and let me melancholy reach its full potential. I am happy, I just miss those that aren't able to be around. I would hug them all with such a fierce love they wouldn't be able to help feeling the warmth and happiness I have to have them near. Also, out of Provo for 9 whole days! What if I moved? 

Widowed aunt? Somewhere totally random? London with Annie? Alaska? Lets have an adventure then, shall we?