I love you, for sentimental reasons

I'm at work blogging away because frankly I can't stop this train of thought long enough to let anyone off. I am just so tired and ready to be done with this week. And that Lovely Thomas fellow is out of town again because he does things like travel to schools where he could potentially be going in a few months and oh my goodness I'm so done with this. I miss him way down in the bottom of my soul and I don't know what to do about it because he's leaving. That much I know. Why have we not been friends before this? Why did I not meet him sooner? Why is he not pining over me the way I very much am over him? How come I can't get him out of my thoughts for even a moment. I had a lovely daydream earlier that he was sitting on my desk with his smug little grin while I was checking in patients and mocking me endlessly. I just could really develop an attachment to him. What do I do? Oh this is not my favorite because I long for him. I yearn. I just don't even know, I know he cares for me, the look in his eyes tells me so. And when you do something wonderful like kiss a girls forehead in front of yours and her roommates when she's sick that means a little something, right? Oh well.