So here's my deal. He is one of the best people I've ever met and I might just have first date goggles on right now, but I want to always feel this way! He is so amazing and driven and I have rather enjoyed getting to know him a little bit better and I like everything about him. My cheeks hurt from smiling so much. And I've laughed enough to last for an entire week. At least. Plus now he knows I want to do it again. During the movie we kept doing the putting hands awkwardly on my leg to wait for him to grab it and he didn't, but when the movie was over he put his arm around me and we talked all during the credits. Then we went for frozen yogurt and talked for awhile. It wasn't a super long date, but oh my goodness it was fun. He was sweet and attentive and I said a few things like I was excited to see it with him. And how great he is. I wish I had more to say, but oh my goodness I'm just happy and it was lovely.
I texted Dallin afterwards And said "Oh my goodness it was wonderful! Except I sort of hate the "is he going to hold my hand? Oh wait he's reaching! Oh wait no he's not. Can I fold my hands? Is that sending the signal I don't want him to hold my hand? Do I want him to hold my hand? Is it acceptable to hold hands on our first real date? Oh he just wanted a red vine. Oh no wait, he's fidgeting. Is he as nervous as I am. This movie is hard to pay attention to. Oh that part was funny. No wait, his hand is moving again. Is he watching me and not the movie? I hope I look smart. Is it possible to look smart while watching a cartoon?" " that's how I felt haha but mostly I loved it. Also Dallin brought me pizza and watched an episode of psych with Ari while we talked about it. They both approved my post date text and then read his response and got their seal of approval. I love them! I have so much appreciation for Dallin and he's become one of the very best people I've ever known and cares so much for me.
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