This one time, at wedding camp

I was out running errands after work today (by the way, got a lot done) and was sort of frustrated at the amount of money I've had to fork over for this wedding, I know my parents are not in a place to help and I know that we cut a lot of corners, but that being said, we're still having stupid freaking center pieces. And flowers out the wazoo. And signs and favors and ugh ugh ugh ugh! Why! Why must we have giant pictures of our faces all over?! Why must we do wedding things just because that's what people do? I didn't buy a dress but it cost me freaking $98 to get it cleaned. I have hair in places I would rather not so that's going to cost a pretty penny to remove while I hope that my skin is calm enough when I get married. Here's where the post gets happier. I went to target to buy these silly pictures and get them printed for the reception and when I picked them up half an hour after the ticket time they were still not done. So the worker there, Jed was his name. He worked really hard to get them finished and when he was done he gave me $10 off my order. It was just the pick me up to turn my day around and make me feel like Heavenly Father is aware of my frustrations and that I have valid issues. Money is the best and worst. I decided that my goal is to have enough money that when I go into a store I don't have to ask how much something is or look at the tag, I just buy it. Knowing my nature that is not a reality, but it's a fun thought.