Anxiety

I am in the state of "I just can't." today. I got the call that our car is going to be upwards of $3000 to fix. So we're not going to do that, we're just going to buy a new one. What a mess. Right after work we're going over to help Ally move all of the things from the apartment that Scott has been living in since they're not together anymore and she needs it taken care of so she can move on. What a mess. I'm majorly behind at work on things that I don't know how to resolve. So instead I focus on things I know how to do and I just keep getting more and more behind on those. All the while every time I tell my boss I am overwhelmed she says it's understandable. Which is great that she's so on my side, but I need help or more hours in the week. 40 is so not enough for all the things on my plate. What a mess. I would like to go home and lie down for about 4 months. But then I'd probably get a pulmonary embolism and die.. so that would be bad. What a mess.