I love you, for sentimental reasons

I'm at work blogging away because frankly I can't stop this train of thought long enough to let anyone off. I am just so tired and ready to be done with this week. And that Lovely Thomas fellow is out of town again because he does things like travel to schools where he could potentially be going in a few months and oh my goodness I'm so done with this. I miss him way down in the bottom of my soul and I don't know what to do about it because he's leaving. That much I know. Why have we not been friends before this? Why did I not meet him sooner? Why is he not pining over me the way I very much am over him? How come I can't get him out of my thoughts for even a moment. I had a lovely daydream earlier that he was sitting on my desk with his smug little grin while I was checking in patients and mocking me endlessly. I just could really develop an attachment to him. What do I do? Oh this is not my favorite because I long for him. I yearn. I just don't even know, I know he cares for me, the look in his eyes tells me so. And when you do something wonderful like kiss a girls forehead in front of yours and her roommates when she's sick that means a little something, right? Oh well.

Day 58: Do you know what it feels like?

Love is a strong word, but I really really really like you. Today I went back to work. Today I realized I could very well ride off into the sunset happily. Today I wanted you near me. Today I was reminded. Today I nearly tossed my cookies. Today I waited for a call that never came. Today I found out my brother has the flu. Today I wished for a warm embrace. Today I wanted you near. Today I missed Christie. Today I couldn't wait to come home. Today I tried not to think about tomorrow. Today I was thankful this beautiful, funny, talented, entertaining, thoughtful and friendly woman is my roommate. 

Day 57: What do you do when you get all dressed up with no place to go?

I got all dressed up and did my hair and used perfume and put a bra on and wore my jeans for the first time since Saturday. Well I did a couple of those things on Sunday, but oh my goodness I'm glad to be coming out of this sick fog. I'm ready to be well and happy and flirting again. Speaking of flirting, that man didn't show up and institute so I texted him and when I said I missed him he promptly stopped texting back. Oh well, your loss, friend. I wish I could call Alex. But chances are he's with that really wonderful and sweet Jessica person. Oh well. I'm happy to be going back to work tomorrow. Mycah, here I come! 

Day 56: Still a sicko

Having a cold is not all that it's cracked up to be. I really hope I feel better tomorrow. 

Day 55: Sometimes they send me home early

Because of the amount of sickness happening today this picture is of the mess that has engulfed my life. Pebbs talking to her mom on the phone was wildly entertaining. One of my favorite people giving me a blessing to help me heal was a rather lovely part of my day, the hug that happened afterwards was lovely too :) I get to sleep all day tomorrow, let's get better, Sabrina! 

Day 54: I have succumbed

Apparently they are destined to gaze lovingly into each other's eyes every time I try to take a picture. The difference between them and Katie makes me laugh every time I see this photo. I finally gave in to the sickness and after everything I absolutely had to do I came home and slept for a bit. Thank goodness for people in my life that let me sleep and bring me soup. 

Day 53: See ALL the Salt Lake friends!

This is me with my beautiful cousin, Rebecca :) she was one of three visitors I had from Salt Lake City today. First my sister, Andrea followed by Rebecca followed by my dear friend, Marissa :) after all those visits ended my old roommate took me shopping for fun things :) Chistie, expect a fun St. Pattys day package soon!