Favorite parts of married life

My husband LOVES my body and likes to rest his hands on my side or legs or wherever whenever we're sitting around. It makes me feel desirable. Also, not having to wear a full outfit at all hours of the day. And getting to be around Connor all the time. Our life is pretty blessed, we have a great time together and always end up giggling at something. He tried to lift my arms up earlier and my subconscious thought he was trying to tickle me and sent me into a fit of giggles which in turn made him laugh. Marriage is fantastic!! 

At this time in 3 days I will be someone's wife

Connors. I will be Connors wife! Oh my goodness I'm so excited I can hardly stand it!! Unfortunately I won't be spending much time with him today or tomorrow, but Friday and Saturday and all the days after that I will!!! Oh I'm so excited to go into our little honeymoon bubble and be gone for a bit. No body talk to us haha we're going to be nice and busy talking to each other. The only downside to sharing a car is not be able to surprise him when he comes home. But I'm sure I'll work something out. It's going to be grand! Oh our sealing is going to be beautiful and our life is beautiful and he is beautiful and this is just the best thing ever!! 

Friday

SO today I'm sitting at work and there is not much going on because thankfully this was the Friday of our dreams, but coming along with that is not much to do and I think I've done everything work related I can do and it's only 3:40. Thankfully I get to go home once everyone else has gone, that just means I get to sit around waiting till the docs are gone and the sonographers, but we all need our hours so we should stay.. oh I just want to be off for my wedding and honeymoon already! I am so excited to spend 12 whole days with Connor and to be his wife and to be together and having adventures and doing fun things and just being married! Oh life is beautiful!

Friday

SO today I'm sitting at work and there is not much going on because thankfully this was the Friday of our dreams, but coming along with that is not much to do and I think I've done everything work related I can do and it's only 3:40. Thankfully I get to go home once everyone else has gone, that just means I get to sit around waiting till the docs are gone and the sonographers, but we all need our hours so we should stay.. oh I just want to be off for my wedding and honeymoon already! I am so excited to spend 12 whole days with Connor and to be his wife and to be together and having adventures and doing fun things and just being married! Oh life is beautiful!

When people say"go big or go home" they're talking about Connor

Here we have a wild Connor and his sad pants that ripped really good today when he was helping me move things to the garage. Well done! It was even better because as he walked away to change he wiggled his booty and I couldn't hold in my laughter. Crazy things happen, but there is greatness in ever day. I'm so grateful for him and his sense of humor and for always letting me laugh at him. I'm grateful he takes me to the temple and that we get to be together forever in just 11 short days! 

This one time, at wedding camp

I was out running errands after work today (by the way, got a lot done) and was sort of frustrated at the amount of money I've had to fork over for this wedding, I know my parents are not in a place to help and I know that we cut a lot of corners, but that being said, we're still having stupid freaking center pieces. And flowers out the wazoo. And signs and favors and ugh ugh ugh ugh! Why! Why must we have giant pictures of our faces all over?! Why must we do wedding things just because that's what people do? I didn't buy a dress but it cost me freaking $98 to get it cleaned. I have hair in places I would rather not so that's going to cost a pretty penny to remove while I hope that my skin is calm enough when I get married. Here's where the post gets happier. I went to target to buy these silly pictures and get them printed for the reception and when I picked them up half an hour after the ticket time they were still not done. So the worker there, Jed was his name. He worked really hard to get them finished and when he was done he gave me $10 off my order. It was just the pick me up to turn my day around and make me feel like Heavenly Father is aware of my frustrations and that I have valid issues. Money is the best and worst. I decided that my goal is to have enough money that when I go into a store I don't have to ask how much something is or look at the tag, I just buy it. Knowing my nature that is not a reality, but it's a fun thought. 

Something that will be funny once it's resolved

So.. Connor came over to work on the AC in the apartment because it's been odd and when he checked the vents in the bedroom he walked back out and somehow locked the door, so I'm locked out of my bedroom with my birth control and antibiotics and clothes on the inside. I chose a great day to not wear a bra. Whoops! Thankfully my dear Ari will let me borrow church clothes and I can make it through tomorrow, but work on Monday? Yeesh. Cross your fingers, it'll be funny eventually. He's not malicious, there's just nothing we can do at this point.