Saturday, August 25, 2012

3 Legitimate fears

Day 2 is describe three legitimate fears I have and explain them.

Number 1:  Fear of Snakes; I don't care if they are poisonous or not, I am not familiar enough with them to know the difference, and frankly, I don't care to become that closely acquainted. I can't even be bothered to look at pictures of them without shuttering. I worry that there will be one in my car when I come back to it to drive home from work or one in the grass underneath the hammock when I lay out in the mid afternoon. I don't know when it started because I've had various snakes around me growing up, but on the road trip my mother and I took over a year ago we pulled off to the side of the freeway and walked around for a second before she said she saw one and got really freaked out. We were both back in the car faster than you can count to 2. 

Number 2: Fear of not being able to overcome things; people always say, "Time heals all wounds" and maybe I just haven't given things enough time yet, but it's been over a year and I haven't barely started to recover. It's just something that worries me quite often.

Number 3: Fear of friend-zones; I have some of the most wonderful male friends that any girl could possibly ask for. I just wonder if that is why I've been single for so long. I've only ever had close male friends, I have had female friends, sure, but mostly males. And I love having male friends, I just wish there was one that decided to branch out and tell me how crazy he is about me. I want that forever love and I feel as long as I'm keeping people like Braden, Coulson and Jon at arms length, I won't really overcome this. I feel so privileged to have gotten to know some of the most wonderful men that this world has to offer, now to progress from that stand point.

Day 3 is next!

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