Some days I just can't believe how things pile on. I had an early morning meeting with physical therapy aides and the head of the department, Bill Gray. That was strenuous. Then work work work all day long and left the hospital around 5:30 to find a nice giant sticker on my drivers side winder. As I tried to peel it off, most of it didn't come off with it. so then I was mostly spitting mad, and I said good-bye to Dallin on my lunch break because he reports to the MTC tomorrow so that made me quite sad. And Christie left to go to Vegas for awhile today so I didn't even get to say good-bye to her. Then Alice took me out for Fro-Yo. Then we came home to watch a movie at which point Taylor asked if I wanted to go get more Fro-Yo, so I went back out with him and we went on a nice walk which ended in him apologizing for being a jerk when he knew I was infatuated with him. So that was good. And I had a rather difficult conversation with my best friend. And my heart is breaking for him. I don't know how to fix it. I don't know what to do and he's much too good a guy to go around feeling like he isn't. Then a friend asked me to take them to the airport tomorrow morning. I live a full and busy life. I just don't have room for all of the emotions I seem to be able to compress inside my tiny mormon chest. I just need a nice long hug and cry. I wish I could really cry, I would right now.
My life is full and blessed.
Also, I just really want to hear from Coulson. Why can't he write me back? Boys are so dumb and they hurt and I don't know how to handle anything anymore. Why is one boy writing or not writing me having such an impact on my moods?
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