Monday, December 22, 2014

Thomas is back

Thomas is back! The wide spectrum of emotions I'm feeling is so foreign to me that I don't have any idea what to do. Excited, anxious, nervous, terrified, thrilled, impatient, nauseous, electrified, insecure, confident, small, beautiful, insufficient, unintelligent, boring. 
The list could go on I'm sure, but those are just the top of the list ones. Linnea is flying home from Minnesota right now and her flights keep getting delayed. She's going to be stuck in Denver all day tomorrow. Which means we'll be getting a late start to Boise, but I think tomorrow is going to be a caffeine day because I am having lunch with Thomas. I raided Taryns closet and makeup so that I feel cute when I go to meet him. I'm so scared. I just want him to find me beautiful and the intelligent fun-loving woman he left here in June. I can't believe it's been 6 months. So much and yet so little has changed in that time. I hope we still banter well and that I end up coming out of it with confidence that I've been lacking and that this turns into a forever friendship. He is a particular person and I hope to be good enough to be one of his people. That sounds bad, I know, but he's on my side and it'll all work out. Plus! We don't have to go to institute while he's here, so that's a giant plus :) I am so ready. 

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