I didn't know it was over. I didn't want to look for the signs. I didn't think it would ever really end. I didn't want to believe it was possible for something so right and real to no longer exist. Now I do. And my heart is breaking into a thousand pieces. I've fed myself lies for so long that I don't even know how to discern what's truth anymore. I think it will be awhile before I'm willing to give my heart away again, I just got it back and we're going to be friends for awhile before I entrust someone else with it. Pardon my sobbing, that's the sound of moving on. I've done a really great job the past three months with distracting myself from the real issue and now I'm coming to terms with it. What I had previously believed to be my future is a myth and now I start over. May I be strong enough to endure this.
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