I might be that special

Have you ever reached a point where you believe no one could possibly have been as in love, felt so secure, had that many flutters and craved so deeply as you have? I met Connors family today over Skype and also got a bit of one on one time with him and it was so wonderful! His parents are nice and Maia looked so happy to see me! I got to meet Kelsi and she smiled at me! The poor dear can't understand much, but she smiled :) Max is your typical 16 year old boy and he didn't much care either way. Bob gave Connor a thumbs up which I'm thinking is as good as it's ever going to get from Bob. Adam said he likes the way Connor talked, my mom said he's a keeper and my dad hours later as we were standing in the kitchen remarked how much I like him and that it's not half bad if he's around. I would like to say that was a successful first encounter! With hopefully many more to follow! When I got to talk to him he said he liked my smile. He said it twice so he really meant it. Man I miss him! One more week and we'll be together! I know he's going to be sad to leave them, but I'm grateful it means he gets to come home to me. One more week to get as many things done as I can! One more week to finish my stupid swimming goals. One more week till I get to see his cute face! And hug his cute body and kiss his cute lips! I'm not even sorry. It's going to be marvelous! Absence really does make the heart grow fonder.