Day 26: What makes the heart break?

Sometimes I fall in love with this guy and he breaks my heart, but this cad doesn't just do it once, I'm the idiot that falls for the sweet words and promise of tomorrow every time. I'd say today was harder to swallow than most for the sadness I felt each time I looked at him. I'm not done needing him, I need a hug, one that will hold on forever. I need a Jon hug. I can't believe I've been without one for such a long time. I just want to cry and I feel totally unjustified in doing so.