boy kisses

"Sometimes when that boy kisses me I feel it in my toes!" were words that were said in enthusiasm after saying goodnight to my sweetheart last night. Thank goodness I have a roommate who is in love and stuff too so she doesn't get sickened by our love stuff. He talks me through everything so we try to be on the same page and he knows what I'm going through and I know what battles he's fighting. The more we talk the more I feel connected to him, the more the marriage words creep into our conversations. Together Forever is a beautiful and terrifying idea. He is everything that I need and even more what I want and it's so comforting to know that. Who knew I would be here? Who knew this would be my life? Who knew I would be this blessed? There will be hard days, and hard things, and unfortunate circumstance and miscommunication and hurt feelings, but we'll be there together and for each other. I need him, and I don't need anybody.