Like a kid on Christmas.

You see it's funny because Christmas was last week. But here I am sitting on the sofa in Christies apartment staring into the darkness waiting for Connor to be home in less than 12 hours. That's it. Less than 12 hours! I'm so looking forward to hugging him! I told my mom I haven't been hugged since I left her house last Sunday. I'm not even a touchy person, but here I am counting down the time till I can hold him. He asked me what my plans are for tomorrow and I told him that I would be happy to do whatever he wanted! He needs to go grocery shopping, I just want to be wherever he is. This is foreign to me. Depending so much on another human being. I used to think it was weakness to admit you needed others, but now I know it is the strength that we find in each other's company that makes all the difference. I love him, I know that to be true now more than ever. Tomorrow can't come soon enough!