Because I can't stop myself

Devon has been home for over a week now and I've talked with him over messenger at least 4 times, I feel like I'm prying things out of him and that he's not sure of what to do. I want to be understanding and patient, but I also want it to be known that i would like a shot at this. I know in a few weeks we'll be laughing about how awkward he was and I was and we were together and it'll be fine, but please let me have the patience to make it till then. Please have him like me and me he a like able person and to be what he's looking for. Spending time with linnea and stephen the past day has made me agitated because they tease and punch and play in a way that doesn't spell love in my eyes, but just because that's not what I want doesn't mean that it's not perfect for them. 

Tomorrow I get to work with Risa and those are my favorite days! Here's to a good rest of the week and some voice time with that Devon man. Here's hoping.