Pardon me

While I sob. a lot, for a very long time. Sometimes it just hurts, It will get better, I know that. It will not be better today. However I just weighed myself and I weigh 26 less pounds than I did on January First! Actually I'm just going off the 191 which was the last time I really weighed myself, but I didn't expect such drastic changes, so I didn't keep a super detailed measurement of how much I weighed or my body measurements, I'm not that sad about it, But 26 pounds is kind of a big deal. My goal is thirty by Makaelee's wedding. Also, this means that I've lost 13 pounds a quarter. I am so excited to go to the gym today and work off all this anger and hurt and frustration. Boys are the worst and I am so done dating boys.