39 days 9 hours 21 minutes 12 seconds

That is how long it is until Christopher's surprise homecoming party starts! I'm a little excited. Or a lot. Last night I needed my best friend so badly. I wanted to talk to him for hours like we used to.. Except he always had to go outside or in his car or something because his parents said he was too loud when we talked together at night. Haha on one hand I don't feel like any time has passed at all. Wasn't it just yesterday he came to visit me at the hospital when he went into the MTC? On the other hand I have felt every second of him being gone these past two years. Time is a funny thing. I hope he still wants to be my friend. I hope I get to talk to him like old times and that we stay great friends forever. But none of this can happen till I get out of bed and start moving on today.