We waste our moments

"Sometime I think that we waste our words and we waste our moments. And we don't take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance." -One Tree Hill I've been thinking a lot about this because I have a lot of things in my heart and I don't want to waste my moments. How do you know when you're with the person you want to be with forever? How can you possibly be sure that you're still going to love them in two days? two weeks? two years? two decades? two eternities? How do you have that kind of faith? Do you have to talk yourself into it? How do you hold on to that love and infatuation and giddiness that are present in the early days? How do I get better at this? I have a fantastic boyfriend, our relationship is healthy and fun and I just want to be with him when I'm not. It's also only been a week. I want to figure out how to give myself credit and lose my pessimistic attitude when it comes to lasting relationships. I'm crazy about him, I want to hold on to that. Here's hoping! And praying and fighting and working.